this post actually meant for you.

if you keep thinking my very last post,i had forgotten abt you,so be it alright?
you been treating me coldly the past few days,i tolerate.
but i couldnt tolerate any further.
if you insist of accusing me for forgetting abt you,i got nth to say.
my word,believe it a not, it's just up to you,i jus got nth to say.
hate me or wad,your prob ok?
dont you know,every single of your word,do hurt?
i couldnt take it anymore. i ignore you the last night.
idk if i'm that angry,but all i know is,if it's the past me,i know,i will just flare out.
you know my temper,my attitude.
i could tolerate until now,it's alr breaking record.
i think i got nth to say... bye!

decided to post,since it's the last day of 2009?
come to think of it,2009 was way too better den 2008...
friends are always wif me,they are always the one who nv fails to cheer me up :D

kim,narin,shannon,sareen,raychel,sulip,saji...
hey girls,work hard next yr k?
though all of us no longer in the same skool,crapping tgt,
but thanks for all the memories you guy given me. it's great :D
esp when i facing a huge prob,you guys nv threw me aside. xie xie!
meet up whenever we're free ok? dun forget me! cos i'll nv forget you guys :D

manlin,shaina,adeline,jasmine...
we've ended up in ite :(
to think of it,i didnt know why i actually choose this choice :(
haha... well,let's work hard k? to go poly!
let's get serious in our work now. haha!
yes,thanks for the acc when i'm down. esp talking sense to me :D
i didnt know how life will be like w/o all of you. thanks!!!

it's ending real soon...
it's time for me to put everything down.
i didnt know how long more i need,but i know i mus!
idw ppl to come worrying for me alr...
junior also come worrying for me :x sorry to those who worried for me.
2010 is coming in another less den 14 hours!
let's hope 2010 is a much better year den 2009... :D
and this may be my last post alr... i'm tired of posting alr... bye!

swear i'm damn bored ow.
didnt know wad to do alr. hehe.
nth to post apparently. hah! bye!

KIM! HAPPY BIRTHDAY k?
idk wad to write lei girl...
but sorry today nv attend skool,eye was damn pain. now alil swollen ):
ok la,tml i come to skool,but i not passing you things yet :P
cos... something happen to it ): sorry. haha!
enjoy your day ba :)

ppl,sorry if i nv reply your msg.
my line bill went up alr,and my prepaid no money alr.
wait till i topup my prepaid money,zai sms all of you all ba.
for now,anything,jus give me a call. sorry...

YOU!!!! you know who i refering to. HAHA!!!

i not naughty or wad lor -.- anyhow onli -.-
and wad thing i baby -.- too old for tt alr la.
i baby you wad? haven born yet ar? "p
and and and,luckily you din slep.
if you did,i bet you cant even finish yet alr. HAHA!!!!
and,after so long still dk how to do ar? aiyoyo.
dunwan care you alr. i think i wan sleep for awhile.
HAHA!!! damn it!

didnt attend skool today.
woke up,had a terrible headache...
went to sk polyclinic. it's taking forever...
while waiting for my turn,i was gg to sleep -.-
well,tml not gg skool agn.
had mc for today and tml...
i shall sleep agn... i'm jus damn tired,for idk why ):

oh no! tml skool reopen,and so not looking forward to it ):
im still in my playing mood,like how?
for wad i looking forward is tt, i could meet wif my girls (:
bt now,i damn sian. first period in the morning for tml,PE! sian -.-
tml dere's still 4 period of fala -.-
and best still,tml after one of the science,den got emath,den back to another science...
meaning to sae,from 3rd floor go down to basement,den climb up back to 3rd floor agn -.-
i so dun like this timetable,i swear of the swear!

omg! my left eye is damn pain now!!!
wad if it's get swollen tml???
whenever i blink my eye,it's so damn pain!
eh,parent sae will get swollen? *TOUCHWOOD*
haha,jus hope it wont get swollen....

tml skool reopen alr...
i've yet to complete my hw!!!
eng and geo!!! hahahahaha!!!!
im damn lazy to do ok?
and i dun like the new timetable!!!!

here a post,tt a thick skinned women wan me to post...
see how thick skinned can she get?
i got nth to post,she wan me post abt her :p
eh,you! BETTER CHEER UP HOR!!! IF NOT IN SKOOL I KILL YOU AR :D
wadeva it is,your friend and i will stand by you k?
cheer up women :D love ya...

ok la,i shall post. bt nth to post...
ytd had last min trgn... at first dun even noe wanna to go.. bt in the end went...
had doubles... i threw my temper.. sorry.
is like,haven ready den she serve. not once,bt alot of time -.-
nth to post la. byebye

this is the photo tt me and audrey disturb them... haha!!!
 eh,wad is she and me doing -.- YISHIN! TELL ME!!!!
 

blog abt ytd... morning had trgn. den after which,went out (:
was suppose to go bowling... bt cancelled. went vivo to catch movie " drag me to hell "
well,guess wad? i saw everyone scared face.
i could jus elaborate it. haha!!!
delynn - she was playing wif my finger at first. den after tt,when she scared,she grab it. den after tt,she scared,she used my shoulder to cover her face.
vanessa - keep on holding me and sarah's hand. haha! she even use her shirt to cover her face -.-
sarah - nv really see how scared she was... so cant really sae...
yishin and audrey - haha! they scared,they hurry grab each other...
and oh oh oh! audrey was damn funny k?
cos dere was one part,they guy wanna kill the goat,audrey damn emotion... she was like " NOOOO!!! "
which lead to everyone laughing...
eh vanessa and yishin... i know i laughing thruout la. bt to me,really not scary wad. it jus damn gross la! HAHA!!!
after movie,delynn think she scared till lie on my lap. while vanessa down dere hurry us to go out! HAHA!!!
she scared till like idk wad alr la! HAHA!!! and oh ya,during the show,onli our grp was laughing and screaming -.-
and wad's more,i think ppl will think i crazy. keep on laughing damn loudly. HAHA!!! after tt,home sweet home (:

today! i totally hate today's trgn! I SWEAR!!!
i was totally damn piss la! ming ming zhi dao i cnt take tt kind of shuttle alr,when im tired out,still give for wad?
you wan me to die izzit? if you can take,den i got nth to sae.
walao,my ankle machiam pain k? my mood was totally ruin after tt part of trgn. THANKS AR!?
dunni to be in coach's good book k? train hard is the most impt thing la! OMG!
and oh ya,sorry delynn. showed you attitude after the singles match... didnt mean it.
hais,thanks to the trgn,my mood was ruin,and even during singles,no mood at all...
anw,really damn sorry k? whoever i showed attitude to. really sorry...
so after tt,i no mood and all,asked father to fetch me home. bathe and i jus went to sleep -.-
until now,den i woke up. haha! ok la,i dunwan post alr. and,my mood still not tt good. sigh....

haha! guess wad? today until now,i haven use my phone to reply any text yet.
peeps,sorry i didnt reply your text. was damn lazy,and abit of cant be bothered feeling...
sorry sorry. so till now i haven use my phone to reply text le,think i can do it for the whole day?
like,until i sleep at night? maybe can ba? not that sure... haha!!!
so at home,i got nth to do. sleep use comp eat the whole day -.- sounded like a pig hor?
nth to type le. bye!

haha,im ultra bored now. well,i sudden feel tt my ankle not pain. onli slightly pain -.-
hmm,wad can i write down here? like gosh! NTH!
oh oh oh! izzit very nice to keep other's secret?
as in... it's your secret,bt you dk abt it. bt your friends/cousin/relative all knew abt it. bt jus you dk,how would you feel?
will you have the feeling of being decieved? or wad???

hehe,i felt smth fishy... bt dk wad izzit. gosh! im tired,bt cant get to sleep.
im hungry,bt dk wad to eat.
think today trgn was... URGH! GOT NO COMMENT!
i almost showed attitude to camillia when she always give up taking the shuttle.
idk wad's wrong wif me. or best still,ppl joke wif me,i totally felt damn angry.
see,jus wad's wrong wif me? really really,i wan noe an answer...

gosh,Nlevel is coming like real soon!
i cant get into a mood of studying...
being worrying too many things... where will i be in 2months time? (haha?)
perhap... WAIT! idk wad im writing...
oh,i noe. i need buck up on my chemistry,to pass my overall science.
chemistry ALWAYS pulled me down in overall science...
when overall science pass,i need to pass either combined humanlities or amath.
bt of cos,i will strike for combined humanlities la. amath i doubt in my life,i could pass...

oh crap,why am i talking abt this? hehe.
oh man,came to realise,thurs to sat got trgn... hope my ankle can tahan den... (:
VANESSA!!! IF YOU ARE READING!!!! rmb remind me to bring camera on fri :D
bt tt goes if you wan take photo during outing la. haha!!! special case lei,i bold and wrote in blue for you...

guess got nth to write alr ba?? oh peeps... i will be locking maybe 60% of my post from now on...
haha! ok,nth to write le. tml,mus turn my mood into studying mood. sigh...

wah,ankle finally swollen ar? well,who cares?
i still can walk yknow?
wad's wif my mind now? shld i go? or shld i not?
dun ask me go where,NOT ANSWERING!!!!
OPY! STOP WADEVA YOU THINKING NOW!!! YOU STILL GOT A FEW MINUTES TO GO!
bt,can i even stop my thinking? i miss i miss i miss...
it seems tt i had lost everything,bt actually not!
wad seriously im lacking?
i dun like myself now! showing attitude to ppl. venting thing at wrong time and all.
it's jus so not myself. i guess i got to stop. sigh!!!!

haha! luckily bao chunlai won in his badm game.
if not i will curse and swear like mad.
well,today? did nth yea? haha!!! went chinatown today...
nth much la. now rotting like mad -.-

oh oh oh! i realise smth... i need go hosp in 9 days time...
actually i forgot,bt idk why,after eating dinner,i realise i need go hosp.
who ask me got stupid migraine -.- madness...
and idk why,i get irritated for no good reason ):